Amped and Loving It by D.S. - Tweakroom

Amped and Loving It by D.S.

Shooting drugs in the basement... as I pulled out the needle I heard a chorus of voices, all familiar voices from my life... people I knew and loved, all of them scolding me for what I was doing... shooting drugs...


The joy I derived from doing this inoculated me from anything they could say about the sacred act... it gave romance to the dirty inner-city alleyways I scurried through and the city scum that had become my family. It is my opinion that, after all, if you've never shot up before, you could not possibly understand the unequaled joy of shooting up, the sorrow of coming down, or the fact that some of us will shoot up again and again whether we choose to or not. No, if you've not shot up before, you could not possibly understand. And as I pull out the needle, the Beauty lays fondling shiny silver toys with jagged edges in autistic repetition over his naked body. Locked in one or two simple movements with a new plan for sex play every 2 or 3 seconds. For the next move to progress in action... nothing proceeds past the one or two simple movements.


The silver is so shiny, so magical, pressed against the Beauty's skin in the mirror. He tells himself there is no beauty so pure. He lies fondling the silver toys with jagged edges in autistic repetition. Posed explicitly in front of the mirror. Locked into one or two simple movements with a new plan for sex play every two or three seconds for the next move to progress in action. Nothing proceeds past the one or two simple movements. Sex play -- bzzt -- sex play... bzzt... sex play... bzzt... bzzzzzt... bzzzt...

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